“Wrong sex, Wrong 
                  instrument" was the dismissive comment made by a music 
                  adviser when the teenage Maggie Cotton suggested that she should 
                  become a percussionist and seek support from the various educational 
                  authorities. They could, and indeed ought to have helped her 
                  in those early days when she most needed encouragement and help.  
                  However, she was not, and still is not, a person to be put off 
                  by blinkered bureaucratic authority.  A more appropriate 
                  title could not be imagined for this splendid, heartening and 
                  truly stunning book about orchestral life seen and heard from 
                  the inside.  After immense determination and hard 
                  work - not just at music, but at menial jobs to help with the 
                  meagre finances at her disposal - she proved - ever so gloriously 
                  - just how wrong that short-sighted music-adviser had been. 
                  Sadly this is a tale too often told in those days and probably 
                  even today.  She became a member of the City of Birmingham 
                  Orchestra in the days when it was just a provincial band; played 
                  for many conductors, some not all that marvellous, others 
                  more distinguished, but none more  destined to become a 
                  legend in his own life-time than Sir Simon Rattle.  She 
                  is able to tell the tale of this remarkable change in an orchestra's 
                  fortunes with clear-sighted awareness of how it all happened.  
                  The book is written with not only musical insight but with a 
                  literary style and distinction that makes for the most compulsive 
                  reading.  Many years ago, something  of a similar 
                  book was written by the wife of a distinguished Halle player, 
                  entitled "Not only music, signora!"  and this 
                  could well be an appropriate sub-title to Maggie Cotton's story, 
                  for it is not one of those sycophantic "ghost-written"  
                  glossy, coffee-table biographies where the celebrities are lauded 
                  and swooned over - as many biographies of world-class conductors 
                  tend to be - but is penetratingly down to earth.  It is, 
                  in the best sense of the word, a "human" book too: 
                  telling of the problems, the joys and anxieties of family life 
                  and a concern for others less fortunate than ourselves.  
                  She was persuasive enough to get Simon Rattle, even amid all 
                  his growing celebrity as a world-class conductor, to make 
                  time to visit schools in the Midlands,  to explore 
                   ways of communicating the essence of musical experience to 
                  deaf children, which, along with her enthusiastic prompting he 
                  did. Musicians are often accused of being interested only 
                  in their profession; their small talk taking little account 
                  of the outside world; but Maggie Cotton's book touches so many 
                  differing topics: world travel, as she  experienced  it 
                  with the CBSO, and in this respect she is a most eloquent and vivid 
                   travel-writer.  She says what many listeners have 
                  often thought about the misconceptions which young, inexperienced 
                  composers let loose on a big orchestra, have brought to bear 
                  on the art of music, so often a matter of  "The Emperor's 
                  New Clothes" - and the vast costs such often mindless experiments 
                  have incurred.  She brought up  a family, and is keen  
                  on cookery and gardening; all of which she relates with gusto 
                  and immense good humour. She is aware that many in "official" 
                  positions in the sophisticated world of professional music-making 
                  might not like everything she says, because she reveals some 
                  of the practices that go on which are hidden from the adoring, 
                  starry-eyed public that  star conductors, soloists, administrators. 
                  concert agents and the like might not feel all that comfortable 
                  about being told.  But this should not put off the reader, 
                  for many of the things she comments on are as true now as they 
                  were when this writer was an orchestral-player a generation 
                  ago.
                I cannot recommend 
                  this book highly enough, it should be required reading for EVERY 
                  music student aspiring to become an orchestral musician; even 
                  if, hoping to remain above the common herd, so to speak, they 
                  only want to become a conductor!  Not just music students 
                  though: concert-goers, music-lovers everywhere, this is THE 
                  book for you!   
                Arthur Butterworth
                
                see also reviews by Rob
                Barnett and Paul Serotsky