Across nineteen chapters and 272 pages Renée 
                Goossens, the youngest daughter of the composer and conductor 
                Eugene Goossens (1893-1962) recounts her life story. 
              
 
              
Renée is the daughter of Goossens' second 
                marriage. The first marriage was to Dorothy Millar known as 'Boonie'. 
                The children of that marriage were Anne, Julia and Jane. After 
                a divorce Eugene married Renée's mother, Janet Lewis. That 
                marriage also ended and Eugene then married Marjorie Foulkrod. 
              
 
              
I do not want to steal the book's thunder but 
                here are a few of the musical and other milestones. 
              
 
              
The book opens during Goossens' tenure with the 
                Cincinnati orchestra in the 1930s. He was there from 1931 to 1946. 
                The family moved to Australia in 1947. Musical references abound 
                including memories of reported Goossens' USA premiere of Pelléas 
                et Mélisande in 1931 in Chicago. The audience did not 
                like it. She tells of attending her father's concerts in Sydney 
                of casual domestic cruelties and of her first and captivating 
                visit to the opera (Meistersinger in Sydney) having had 
                her interest captured by hearing the prelude. She also happily 
                recalls her delight every time 'uncle' Charlie Groves called by. 
                There was an interlude in France and the return including a brief 
                reference to the night in 1946 when Goossens introduced Australian 
                audiences to Stravinsky's Rite of Spring. 
              
 
              
Surrounded by music she inherited a love of classical 
                music which she has passed on to her son. She played the child 
                extra role as a street urchin in one of her father’s Sydney productions 
                of Boris Godunov. Then came her banishment to France to 
                exorcise her awful Australian American accent. Communication with 
                her father was virtually impossible. She learnt of her father's 
                family background from biographical notes in the programmes of 
                concerts she attended in Sydney and years later the tragedy of 
                the pornography scandal that blighted his career was revealed 
                to her through researching back copies of newspapers in Oxford.. 
              
 
              
Many of her formative years were spent in France. 
                Her recollections there include remembering seeing corpses of 
                Algerian Arabs on the streets of Paris in the 1950s. There is 
                also a vivid anecdote about Fischer-Dieskau giving her a whole 
                tube of cough sweets to quell the coughing that had punctuated 
                the first part of his concert and of taking her driving exam in 
                hair that had gone green after the wrong chemicals for colouring 
                had been used. 
              
 
              
Tragedies continued with a fateful car accident 
                returning from a trip to the Cheddar Gorge. This resulted in eight 
                months in hospital during which she learnt, over the radio, of 
                her father's death and of her husband’s abandoning her for another 
                woman with whom he had a child. There were joys as well including 
                studying at long last at Westminster College in the mid-1960s 
                struggling to balance child care with work. 
              
 
              
This book complements Carole Rosen's ‘The Goossens 
                - A Musical Dynasty’ (André Deutsch, 1993). 
              
 
              
Lastly I note that this book has come to press 
                remarkably quickly having been completed in January 2003. 
              
 
              
Since the 1990s her car accident injuries confined 
                her to a wheelchair and she now campaigns for enhanced mobility 
                for those in wheelchairs in Sydney. Her next project is a book 
                for parents on how to cope when their children suffer pain. Her 
                own experiences will I am sure lend this planned book a luminous 
                and caring practicality. Much of ‘Belonging’ is about pain but 
                also about joy ... joy as an eluate out of the experience of pain. 
              
Rob Barnett